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“As in war, chess requires one should preserve what one can, and sacrifice what one cannot.
Even to the sacrifice of the most valuable pieces to win the game.”
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Rachel Caine
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“I’m sick of people telling me it’s just a “get over it” situation. Fuck you. You don’t know what it’s like in my head. “
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The Newsroom
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“When all the world’s a lock, you don’t find a key, you become the key.”
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Rachel Caine
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Ok. This is about sacrifices and how we manage, or mismanage, the sacrifices we
make. Simplistically, I tend to believe we all know that if you have to give something meaningful up you should make it count.
To be clear. We make sacrifices all the time.
Shit. Sometimes we don’t even want to make a sacrifice, but Life steps in and actually demands we make one <and we have to deal with it>.
Regardless. The problem is that I would bet <and I am not a betting man> that we squander 90% of our sacrifices. I suggest that 90% number knowing that this number just doesn’t include the small sacrifices, but also some of the larger “life-defining” sacrifices. Yeah … the larger ones. The larger ones include the kind of sacrifice that can be a defining moment — kind of a crossroads defining in a way. Now. I purposefully used ‘defining’ because, let’s face it, many of us every day schmucks can often lack a certain sureness of our own identity and a sacrifice has a nasty habit of making us face that fact and think about doing something about it.
What that suggests is, whether we acknowledge it or not, most of the time we want to make the sacrifice count.
Now. The next problem is with our sacrifice mismanagement.
Almost every one of us has made some personal life changing decision <which included a sacrifice> and went in ‘whole hog’ … and failed. Therefore, we then tend to take our sacrifices and sometimes seek some clarity of self or sometimes seek some collective-type identity by joining some movement or group. In other words, we convert our personal sacrifice into some collective ‘spirit of shared visions & goals’ as a means to not only seek some positive affirmation to our sacrifice, but also to, well, hedge our bets.
Huh? We know we failed in personal pursuit but believe, if in a group, it will be harder to squander the sacrifice, in other words, to not let the sacrifice not count.
Look. I am not going to comment, or criticize, how anyone pursues insuring their sacrifice counts because what matters is insuring that any sacrifice you make doesn’t get wasted.
What I will suggest is that we let far too many sacrifices lay wasted in our rear view mirrors. I would argue that a sacrifice is like starting the engine and putting everything into gear, but you gotta supply the gas and keep your foot on the gas pedal and your hands on the steering wheel.
If you doubt that we waste them, start by just thinking about all the ‘right things’ we associate with sacrifices.
Shit. We even have sayings to express our desire to make it count once … well … deciding it SHOULD count:
… in for a penny, in for a pound.
… go big or go home.
… all or nothing.

We say all this shit all the time which means, in our heads, that the implication is to ‘go for it’ despite the potential time investment, potential energy & effort investment and potential costs investment.
Yes. Great intentions.
But. We waste it.
Simplistically most of us will run a 100 yard dash in a 5 mile race. And then we look at the 100 yards and say “whew, I gave it my all … I went big … I was all in.” And for a 100 yards you were. The problem is that the finish line, assuming there is a finish line at all, is … well … there is another … uhm … 8700 yards to go.
Yeah. Another 87 100 yard dashes.
That’s why making sacrifices count is so hard. Almost everyone will go for it, for 100 yards, in which one has given a meaningful sacrifice. It will feel like you gave it a good college try.
A smaller percentage maybe will do the 2000 yards in the race, i.e., just suck it up and go for 20 100 yard dashes. And feel like you gave it a good college try.

And a much smaller, much smaller, percentage of people will do the full 88 100 yard dashes and finish the 5 miles and make the sacrifice really count.
Well. I will say that sacrifices really do come down to you. As in the quote I used upfront: if you make a sacrifice you don’t look for a key, you become the key that unlocks “making it count.”
Lastly.
I will note all this talk about investing the energy means we actually fuck up the whole concept of sacrifice. We fuck it up by suggesting making it count relies solely on energy & focus.
Here is a truth: many true sacrifices demand real sacrifices.
What I mean by that is there are situations where you have to decide that if you want to do something or get somewhere you have to be willing to make whatever sacrifice will get you there – any sacrifice.
This makes me remind everyone what I noted upfront — chess is a great metaphor. Many times you sacrifice a rook, a knight, maybe even the queen, the most valuable piece, to win the game.
That is ‘going for it.’
That is ‘go big or go home.’
It’s not just running the entire 88 100 yard dashes, but also sacrificing something else <sometimes, not always> to get to where it all really counts.
And maybe that is my point.
We sometimes are fairly flippant with regard to ‘sacrifice.’
And other times, when big sacrifices are forced upon us, we are not flippant with regard to our intentions to make it count, but because we did not choose the sacrifice (it was thrust upon us) the internal engine isn’t focused on making it count as hard as if we had actually chosen to make the sacrifice.
Regardless. All I truly know about what I have written about sacrifice is it all means 90% of the time we do not really make sacrifices count.
That’s a shame. We should make sacrifices grudgingly and in doing so seek to make them count when made.









mechanic shops, retail stores, supermarkets, numerous hotels/motels/inns and bars & restaurants.
“abandon all hope, ye who enter here” — the American entrance says “this way to something better.”


In today’s world we seem to get caught up in the everyday grind of the story of the day. And, yes, most stories don’t reflect the best version of people & society.
darkness that there are many who are seeking light.
mind>.
That is a bigger thought than just a wacky tv show.
I think people would be willing to buy discount dreams and discounted rainbows. What I mean by that is people would be willing to set aside the ‘big’ dreams and maybe pick up someone else’s that have been discarded … and they still look pretty good to reality.




He continues to miss opportunities to make a point with regard to what he suggested he stood for <the forgotten everyday schmuck>. In this situation if he stood up and was able to put any semblance of a thought together in his word salad way he would say “the everyday soldier who served bravely should never be dishonored by the flaws of their leaders. Families sent their sons and many paid the ultimate price bravely. Memorials should stand to honor their families, them and their choice to serve. Statues of their leaders, who led them for a cause which was not for what makes America great, deserve to only remain in museums so that we can learn the lessons of their mistakes.” 

Ok.
He is what he is. His ‘tone & message’ instincts are horrible.
the shithole Obama put us in. He has been saying this for almost 2 years. Charlottesville was a perfect example of his self-proclaimed shithole that he, and only he, can pull us out of.
Freedom of speech does not mean freedom of violence.
believe it is not what we want to be.
… from the time he became a candidate until today. He has consistently cared about one thing – how he looks, how he is perceived and how his ‘brand’ is viewed.
and “best.”
It is like we spend hours sifting through the verbal garbage for the one or two items which we can wash off and show that it wasn’t all garbage. And all the while we do that we seem to overlook the person who threw out the garbage … who is most likely standing in the window of their house chuckling “look at all those people paying attention to my garbage.”
And while everyone casts about for ways to explain his ‘unpredictability’ I would argue he has always been predictably consistent in that he will do and say anything that he believes builds his brand.
I imagine the difficult in all of his is that Donnie Two Scoops has his own alternative reality in which he has attached his brand to America itself in his own head and, therefore, justifies all of his brand behavior as “representative of the America brand.”

This is happening not just in America … but globally too. Day by day Trump and his words and his actions hammer nail after nail sealing the truth in people’s minds.
The truly good ideas which should be heard are stopping policymakers and making them think a little harder.
















